Jun 09, 2022 at 10:20 AM
Muddy, soupe is right your ability to think right now is compromised. Can you go to ER and explain that when they saw you you were in a drugged stupor from emergency Hadol/ benzos and that you appeared ok but that nothing has changed except for the worse now that the emergency drugs have worn off. The whole thing was traumatizing and now you feel hopeless. 
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