HUGS AgentQ9A

I am so sorry for you to be in grief. It is so hard to say goodbye to our babies. I am very happy that the vet was able to come to your house and make your baby as comfortable as possible. I also do not think there is anything wrong with feeling relief. When I said goodbye to my dear sweet Esther last year, there was a sense of relief for me as well. She had been sick with Diabetes for so long and the shots and the special food and the hospitalizations and the blood tests, etc. were taking their toll on all of us! I cried and cried when I said goodbye and I am even getting weepy now. But the relief was there too. I hope you can take comfort in your memories and hopefully in the pictures and videos that you have of your baby.

I agree with lizardlady: be kind and gentle with yourself right now. It is hard to go through the grieving process. Allow yourself as much time as you need. Keep talking here if it helps. You are among friends.

Holding you in my thoughts today. Gentle hugs, Kit