The loaner came! It’s an old one. But small enough for me. It’s so old it’s manual and has bench seats. I’m not sure it has AC even! I forgot to check.

The way I ended my last long term therapy wasn’t too good. I’d had back surgery and wasn’t allowed to drive. I was supposed to use this transportation service and I had it all arranged but they stopped allowing cash and only accepted tickets. I didn’t know that so they refused to take me to my appointment and with my back the thought of having to ride somewhere just to buy the tickets and come home was too much. So I canceled everything. Then I slid into a year and a half depression where I didn’t leave my apartment. Didn’t pick up the phone or answer emails. When I surfaced I called but she no longer accepted my insurance. She referred me to someone else though but I just didn’t go. At some point I realized I didn’t need it anyway.