I didn't eat much yesterday. I had a piece of pizza after the procedure and I had a piece of cheese in the afternoon but I skipped dinner and fell asleep at 5:30. I woke up at 9:40 and had another piece of cheese around 11. I thought maybe I was overeacting a bit on the gastro doctor thing. Then for breakfast I ate a couple little European chocolate wafers and a frozen burrito and my stomach pain and nausea came back. So I mean, if I go without eating I'm ok. But thats not possible. I ate some broccoli around 9:30 this morning but I haven't eaten since and my brother in law is picking up Chipotoles for everyone but I turned him down. I'll eat some chicken and fennel later. Regarding yesterday I feel pretty good. Sleeping was tough but the pain went away around 4AM and I haven't taken any tylenol or used any ice today. My geodon 20mil is still not ready and its been 4 days now. Its still not a big deal though, the 20mil was added on in December 2020 when I was struggling real bad and in IOP and it was before my hysterectomy when I was still dealing with PMDD. So its probably not even necessary anymore and why I'm not feeling much without it.

****** does my stomach hurt right now. I've taken tylenol and a full zofran and I still haven't eaten anything since 9:30. I feel like my mom and my sister are talkng about how I'm being lazy and mooching and how I'm not working right now or doing much. I mean its kind of hard when your health is up in the air and you keep getting diagnosed issues and you keep needing procedures and stuff. Its not like I'm choosing to have this stuff happen. My sisters house is a complete disaster and its bordering on hoarding yet no one ever seems to address that issue. I don't know. Maybe shes just crabby because shes pregnant and has a UTI.

I had thoughts all last night of the kids in the Texas school shooting bleeding out while the police knew they were still alive. I can't believe they let that happen.

Edit: I guess everyone is just super concerned about me and whats going on with my health. My sister said bye to me which she never does, and my brother in law said hes been thinking of me. I am looking on the thin side (some of its due to weight redistribtution because of my injections) and I am not eating properly and I think they are noticing. I didn't eat anything the 4.5 hours they were here. Hopefully I get some answers at my gastro appointment on Monday about my stomach issues and I get the results of the thyroid biopsy by the end of next week or so.