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The park gathering was so pleasant. It was hot, but a lovely breeze was blowing through the big, old trees.
The unfortunate part is that the park is 3 blocks from Mary's house. I felt aware of that the whole time, even though I was making a big effort not to focus on it.
I had a water bottle I was so comfortable with, I dropped it, and the thing broke into pieces. It had a rubber holder around it and should not have broken like that.
All in all, I came home feeling very depressed, unusually depressed for me. Maybe I'll call a crisis line tonight. I don't know what you're supposed to go into on a crisis line. I guess the worst that can happen is I just hang up - but I sure don't want them to send cops to my place! I'm not suicidal. There's a law that states no one has to allow cops to enter their home unless the cops have a warrant. But I have had some seriously traumatic encounters with cops and I want to keep my distance. They don't always follow the law.
I'm so sleepy, I'm going to lie down.
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