I have had a good time at the birthday party. I have also had time to think. Does to have few friends mean that one is not good enough? I came to the conclusion that the answer is no. When one has to struggle trough many rough years that does not mean that one is not good enough. But it can mean that one does not fit in every place and that one does not want to fit in with all people. The most important is that one fits in with the friends one has!

The feeling I had this morning about feeling sad and the suddenly the kind feelings from within, has helped me to see it in another light. There are persons around the world who has not enough to eat, who has lost all their family members in war, who lack a home and more ... Aren't these people of just as good value as me? A persons value is not determined by how many friends they have.

I have decided to try to appreciate the friends I do have much more. God has made me into this world in a part of the world where it is reasonable good to live. I want to try to be grateful for that.

For now I will make supper and make som green tea with ginger and honey. Then I will see the news on demand and after that take it easy until bed time.

Good wishes to all!