It's afternoon already and I haven't done anything other than eat breakfast and scroll on my phone. I'm trying to remind myself that there's nowhere that I need to be and that it's okay to do nothing on a day off. I'll probably do a few things just to lessen the guilt I'll probably feel later today if I don't, and to feel less overwhelmed by **** to do with going to work tomorrow. My job doesn't give me enough hours to live on adequately but they are very short staffed so when I am there I am expected to do 12 hrs of work in an 8 hr shift.

I've been really depressed lately. I can't remember the last time I felt this beaten down and hopeless. My patience with everything is shot- I get so irritated by everything and I have almost no patience for anyone.