Dear @AgentQ9A, when you were gone from here for a while, you were missed. You haven't had enough time to recover from your depression & grief, with too many losses. You have a lot of love in your heart. What the world needs now is love, sweet love. I know it's a lot to ask when everything hurts so much. But I wish you could try extra hard to hang in there & wait for the better & kinder future that's in front of you. I wish so much that you could believe in that.