Well L, if I handle the rest of this week without calling you, I will know for sure that I won't need to call you again. One after another "life stuff" keeps happening, something different every day, it seems. nothing catastrophic individually but the cumulative effect of each of the stressors is getting close to making me want to curl up in a little ball in the middle of my closet and just sob. I keep telling myself a bunch of non-terrible things is still just one non-terrible thing after another just deal with each and move on. We just got a call that h's appt to have the stent put in is this Friday so he is off to get the pre-procedure bloodwork done now. hopefully once that procedure is done it will have good results so that one major stressor WILL be off the books so to speak and all of these other one-after-another bs things won't seem so bad anymore. I'm sure it's just the underlying major stress of the heart stent he needs is making everything else feel worse than it is. Like I would be handling all of these other things without a problem IF the heart stent thing wasn't going on at the same time. I really could use hearing your calming voice right now. I wish I still had a voicemail from you but I guess I lost the one I had saved when I got my new phone.