Depressed really bad, I want the pain to go away. Nothing is helping and all i can do is cry and I want to pick up a razor and cut. Lots more but I think that is enough to start with. But hey I am okay, thanks for everyone's support, I just feel like I can not be helped anymore I am just a bother to everyone and not even the therapists and Pdoc know what to do with me. you know I have not laughed in months-yes seriously. I really do not know how to anymore.