I was looking up more info about cardiac stents today and learned that the first one was placed in 1986. I've been making myself feel a little less worried/scared about h having to get one by reminding myself that 40 years ago, it wasn't a possibility and his blockage would get worse etc. Trying to move from worried/scared to grateful for the technology.


If other things would just stop going wrong until after we get that all over with it would be helpful but I guess life doesn't work that way, does it? Our refrigerator quit working during the night at some point last night so we've tried to salvage what we could from the freezer today and I'll be doing lots of cooking of the previously frozen meat tomorrow after work and inviting our friends over for dinner. We had milkshakes for lunch today before tossing the rest of the mostly-melted ice cream. At least those were yummy! A few other things have gone wrong as well the past few days already but I've been reminding myself allllll day in reality they're alllll minor things compared to his heart thing I just need to be an adult and deal with them all one at a dang time and stop expecting life to be a hallmark movie (thank you L, for sticking to your guns on that one, cuz you were right to say it, I do tend to be like that). I know I've reacted badly to it all partly due to being worried about h, and partly due to whatever this virus is I've been fighting since Friday.


Well I didn't mean to write that much.