I was previously drinking and taking prescription drugs. I wasn't hard core but it was bad enough that I needed to drink every day. Sometimes I would take prescription drugs as well but not as frequent. I slowly feel myself going back into the drinking. the drinking takes all my fears, worries, stress....etc away. I don't want to feel because I have to keep working and caring for my son. I'm not in therapy anymore ( I was for over 10 years) for many things and they helped me get back on track however life has been too messy again.