Crap. I relapsed. EEK. I sent my T a text and let her know, so now I am waiting on a reply. I'm kind of panicky now because I'm not too sure if I should have a doctor check it out but I don't want to end up IP so I am reluctant to do so. There's a lady at my church that one of my friends suggested I contact if I needed support while she is in Israel so I think I will do that. I kind of know her but I'll have a lot of explaining to do. I really hope my T gets back to me soon. I hate waiting. She's probably in session though so I don't want to call. Plus I am kind of worried about what she is going to say. I'm not even sure I am done relapsing and I'm sure my T will not want to hear that. I told her it in text though, so at least she knows.