So angry!!!! only missed 1 day of meds. Don't want to take them until after I talk to T tomorrow. She needs to see me not the sedated mess my meds make me! so rage-y though. H wants me to at least smoke but I won't, I won't even take my regular meds why would I do that, sounds fun though. I'm so bored. I want to spend money I don't have. Dad's fathers day gift got cancelled so now I have to wait to reorder it.

Well we went out to dinner, I smoked now we're home. bugs feeling on me I keep seeing them out of the corner of my eyes.