I understand the theory, but what does this MEAN in reality? And how does anyone know which form of love they are feeling towards their T? I'm probably being ridiculously ignorant but I really don't know.

I FEEL deeply in love with her. I don't think I want to have sex with her. It's more feeling deeply connected and wishing I could be around her more. I don't think these are childlike feelings, that's the issue - I honestly think they are more. I get very upset and devastated by her feeling love for others in her life. I've worked through the childlike stuff. I just love her so much.

I honestly don't know what to do I wonder if the best thing is to cut down on sessions but not sure I can. I get so much out of seeing her but the pain right now (and at times like Christmas) is horrific.