Thanks, SP. You guys are the best! I did end up talking with my T later on. She sent me a text saying she was feeling better and could probably do a session. So I said, how about I text you at 5 PM and we will see how you are. If you are good, we will proceed with a session at 6 PM? She thought that was a good idea. So we ended up meeting but Zoom wasn't working for her, internet connection, so we ended up talking on the phone. It was a good session. I feel like crap today. Both physically and emotionally. I gotta get my crap together and knock off this crap. It's just hurting me and it isn't helping me and I gotta get better. Easier said than done though. I'm so nauseated today after taking care of my wounds. I'm like, oh my gosh, I can't believe what I did. I haven't even eaten breakfast yet because I am nauseated. I did manage a piece of string cheese and I am going to try a piece of bread in a little bit. And I am drinking Sprite. Plus I just took some alprazolam so hopefully that kicks in. I'm like really fragile right now.