When I was younger I experience sexual, verbal, emotional, physical abuse. To this day I still have such a hard time in all these area. I'm curious if anyone else has the issue of being with their husband/partner due to sexual abuse. Most times I don't want to be with him sexually, I'd prefer not to with him or anyone for that matter. A lot of time I don't even want him to hug me or touch me in any way. Most times I just give in and let him do his thing but then I have to drink heavily to get it out of my head. Anyone else go through this or am I over reacting?