Thank you, velcro.

Yeah, she usually does a mini psych eval every time I am there. But I guess yesterday she felt out of her depth. I am just glad she was able to remain calm with me because that probably helped me remain calm with the rest of the events. She always asks me about my hallucinations and stuff like that and when I see my pdoc and when I see my therapist and about my depression levels and SH intents, etc. When she told me that she was calling the officers, she was like, don't get upset, but I need to call the officers. I was taken by surprise but managed to stay calm. The very first time I had an appointment with her she wanted a psych evaluation done. I didn't have any open wounds or anything at the time but she got me a referral to a pdoc and then followed up with me because she didn't like how I was presenting. She's a pretty good doctor.

A little part of me is afraid that she called the cops on me because she was scared I would hurt her or something. I don't know if that is paranoia on my part or what. I would never hurt her or anyone else. The events yesterday were really trying. I am trying to process them but it is hard. I can't figured out how I feel. Talking about it is helping though. Thanks for listening to me! Hugs Kit.