I'm glad you are safe now, SK. And also that your pdoc was on your side & didn't charge you.

I just wonder... do you feel your T is skilled support enough for what you need?

She seems well-meaning but sometimes, reading about her, I am bemused... I don't know if she can help you with what you are struggling with. And you work so hard and are such a kind human being, I wish for you to get the support you need and deserve.