I think I've just come to the conclusion recently that I need meds. I may change my mind again as everything with this illness waxes and wanes. But I know with the right ones is better than with out them and that's after trying every second gen antipsychotic except 2 and a few first gens and all the "mood stabilizers" including some crazy ones like zonegran. Only a few work for me and I'm still struggling a lot.

It's like any other illness, the catch being that this illness isn't seen physically so of course patients are going to question the validity.