Ok I See People Reading This But NOt Replying. You Just Wanna Read It TO Hear Peoples Stories. Fuccin Respond. You People DOnt Care. Dont Bother Reading If You Dont Care To Respond. This Is Just Another Funny %#@&#! Story To You People Aint It.
Ok I Dont Know Whats Wrong With Me Lately. Me And My Fiance Have Had A Great Three Years Together But The Past Year I Have Become A Whole Different Person. Im Always Feelin Like Im Gonna Lose Him Even Though He Has No Intention On It. Hes Never Hurt Me Or Cheated And He Really Is The Perfect Man. We Go Out With Our Friends And I Start Getting Mad Cause I Feel Like Everyone Around Us Wants To Sleep With Him. Like I Always Hear Soemone Say Thats His Girlfriend Or I Think I Do And I Think Everyone Is Tryin TO Take Him Away From ME. When I Go Out Places I Hear People Laughin And Lookin My Way And I Feel That They Are Talkin About Me Or Making Fun Of Me. I Stay In The Room All The Time. I Feel like His Family Dont Like Me And They Are Always Talking %#@&#! But He Says They Dont. I Hate Larger Groups Cause I Always Feel They Are Talkin About Me In SOme Way. I DOnt Know But It Gets SO bad TO Where We Leave. Our Relationship Is Awesome And I Would Never Hurt Him And He Would Never Do Anything. Ive Been Away From HIm For Monthes On End(military) And Never Once Did He Do Anything With Another GIrl. I DOnt Know Whats Goin On In My Head But Its Freakin Me Out Cause We Watch Tv And I Feel Every Girl On TV That Is Remotly Hot Is Gonna Like SOmehow COme Through The Tv And Take Him Away.
My Whole Life People Have Left Me. My Mom My Dad So I Think Maybe There Is An abandonment Issue. I Already Know I Have Depression(bipolar) Runs In My Family And I Have Seen A Doc For It. Can Anyione Help Me Or Let Me Know That Im Just Bein Stupid.
I Dont Know Maybe Im Just Bein Rediculous.
i also cant have my back towards and open space so if im layin in bed my back has to be towards the wall if i lay in the front i have to face the closet and door. all doors to the bedroom have to be locked before i can go to sleep.
if i dont get the mail and someone else gets it and theres nothing for me i feel that whoever got the mail is hiding my mail from me.
I See People and things. One Night I Was Sitting In My Room And I Looked Oveer And Saw Alittle Boy And Aguy With sholder length black hair but i couldnt see there face. i just see things and i follow horoscopes and they always come out right.
i have dreams and then a few weeks later they happen. i i tell someone about it it doesnt happen the same way but if i keep my mouth shut it plays out the same as the dream.
Help Me. I Feel Im Goin Crazy.
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