I see my therapist next Thursday. We have hud coming the 21st. We're going to keep those appointments. I'm going to specifically ask her if she'll work with me unmedicated. She'll probably say yes at first until the long term injection wears out. she'll want me to keep my appointment with pdoc so I may keep that. I really don't want to talk to him about this. She wanted to move up my appointment with pdoc maybe I'll say okay. I'm getting ready for a hell of a withdraw as I'm on 4 meds. I may ask to be put on the 6 month injection vs. the one month. But I've never been on invega. So it would take a while to get on if my insurance will even pay for it. It seems to cost as much as 6 months of the 1 injection. I'm trying. If I can sleep on it and it gets rid of impulsiveness then I won't need the Thorazine. Which makes me tired and muted. I don't want my AD/AP/or Anti anxiety pills. I think if I can get it down to one injection every couple of months even every month. Even if it's not 100% is a good compromise.