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It is 12:34am (I usually go to bed at 9) and I am in a really dark place. I want to torch all my calculus and astronomy books because I'm too stupid to understand them and torch all my hiking/skiing guides because it feels like this (physical) pain will never end and I will never heal. I'll rip up my bible and use it to stable tables. Then it'll be useful.
I just want to rip my skin open and break all my bones and rip my muscles apart.
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
"Why not?"
"Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them."
"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"
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