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Originally Posted by Random 503
Don’t do this! You will regret it later. Please. Every time I’m in an episode this is exactly where I go. Get rid of everyone. If he loves you he will understand it was the disease talking and work with you. We are a complicated and intense lot. Don’t let it ruin anything good you may have. I should be divorced three times over but am not because the person in my life refuses to let my insanity rule us.
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At this point there's not much I can do. He's done and I understand. He's dealt with me for 21 years. Even if I apologize and I have it doesn't take away what I said. He has essentially been my care taker the whole time. I understand being done. We can't argue for life about whether I've taken my meds and eat. He no longer wants to be the villain or controlling. He's going to stay for awhile while we sort everything out but I don't see coming back from this. I said things that really really hurt him. I went for his insecurities. So he's done.
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Me- SzA
Husband- Bipolar 1
Daughter- mood disorder+
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