I never ate more then fennel at 6AM and then peanuts at 2PM yesterday. My stomach hurt so badly. By the time I felt like I could eat cereal I was too tired. So I just fell asleep. I woke up still in pain at midnight but I've eaten the cereal since and I feel sort of ok now.

My therapist is super insistent about me meeting with her supervisor who specializes in EDs and nutrtiton. I know my T said she wouldnt switch me to someone else. I just don't want her and this person to decide to "backdoor" me or "throw me under the bus" as they say in the shows I watch and decide to switch me to someone else. I'm not sure why my T all of a sudden thinks theres an issue. I don't think much has changed. The only thing I can think of is that I'm not wearing big hoodies right now so she can actually see what I look like now when I have a T shirt on. I don't know though. My mom says to maybe see how the gallbladder test goes first before agreeing to the meeting.