Consolidating your meds is not a bad long term goal. I was once on 5 meds and managed to get them down to two. Two meds that work really well. In the short term, do you really want to add four med withdrawals to an already messed up situation? Seems needless.
I'll take my thorazine as a prn until next week so I'm not withdraw from everything. I'm going to take it every 3rd day unless I get a full night rest. The Ad makes me more impulsive without the thorazine so that goes. My anti anxiety meds go because I don't even take them now. My other AP is injected so that will be in my system slowly. I can always keep that until I talk to the Dr. But I don't feel it works after week 3.

You've used that term, muted, several times. What does it mean? I know what it means in general, but I'm curious what it means for you specifically? You don't want to be changed to make other people happy? What does happiness look to you? Surely, it's not this?
it means I'm quite, to much so. I use to be an extrovert. I'm to willing to give up my position to preserve relationships. I hardly talk. Most I talk is in therapy.

No this isn't happy it's frantic, uncomfortable, loud, confusing but more like me not quiet and docile.

Skinny, just injected meds, ability to go outside in public and not be afraid, or stay home alone and not be afraid. Not having my only grounding technique to be sh.

Sounds like he's been a major part of your life for a long time. So, what's your plan?
I don't know. Make it through the week to talk to t about it. I didn't really have a plan. My plan was to make the house presentable for inspection. And bite my tongue. Just taking it minute by minute right now. Things are changing rapidly.