I'm out of bed today. I made it to Sonic to get a couple sodas. I still can't really eat though. I ate a cup of Lucky Charms without any milk but I haven't really eaten since Thursday night. If I just don't eat though I'm ok. I'm not lightheaded. Just kinda anxious. Today I just have to throw myself into Top Model or into my book or something to get out of this slump. My mom went to Walmart to get a few things and my nephew has his little leauge game and I didn't want to go to anything and I think I'm just depressed for some reason or something. My 100 pound heavier 2.5.year older brother went to the doctor yesterday for a checkup and got a great report and I know we have established this many times so we don't need to discuss it anymore, but I still find it a bit unfair.