I was feeling agitated all day yesterday, and having negative sui thoughts. Agitation kept getting worse, I felt like literally punching holes in my wall, I couldn't focus on anything and I just felt horrible. So I ended up taking a klonopin last night. I try to avoid taking it as much as possible and only use it when things are extremely bad. And last night was one of those times. It seemed to help thankfully and I was able to get to sleep.

Anyway, I seem to be feeling okay today so far. Mustachio is doing well, I gave the kitties their breakfast this morning then gave Stash (my nickname for Mustachio) her dose of pain medication. She has one more dose to take tomorrow morning then she's finished with the pain meds. She's definitely back to her regular self, she's purring, cuddly, playful, etc. She still has some time to heal and recover fully though. Maybelle is doing well, she's a happy cat.

I went grocery shopping today. Got some cannolis! One of my favorite desserts! Woke up at 4:30am and couldn't get back to sleep. Getting kind of tired now. Almost fell asleep on the bus ride to the grocery store. I need to get on the treadmill though so I'm not sure what I'm gonna do yet. I honestly don't feel up to it.

Hope everyone has a peaceful weekend