I never told my transfernce T or any T after her that the reason I ended things with the therapist before my transfernce T was because I made a bad joke and almost got the cops called on me. I was so scared I terminated things immediatly with that therapist right in that moment for my own safety. That was in December 2018 and then I met transference T in April 2019 but I never told her about that incident because it freaked the hell out of me.