So I'm thinking of taking my thorazine. Kinda just laying in bed with my loud head agitated. Shaking my leg if I'm not thinking about it. I'm trying to prevent my outside signs. As I always do. Bugs crawling on my skin and in my hair. H cooked for us. We have to clean but we don't feel like it. Miguel called and said he isn't doing well. I can't help him. He either has to find a job or move back home. I want to pay for next month but I spent that money so no idea how to help. I went negative in our bank to do/help all the things we did.