Pain. Just... pain. Feeling like I've had an ulcer while making frequent trips to the toilet is... 🤬. Having the taste of bile in my mouth from nausea doesn't help either.
My initial plan to distract myself (power up the PS4 and play some games) fell through due to technical difficulties. A bad controller, hopefully. So, I took full advantage of my Roku and streamed most of a crime drama through the night. So, I've been up all night, although (somewhat) by choice.
I did contact the nurse line that my hospital had and explained my med situation and the importance of having those meds. They were able to swing a 7 day supply of colestipol. Downside: price. I don't have the funds at the moment, and the going rate for a week of colestipol is somehow 50% the price of a month of the stuff. Lovely.
I should probably try to sleep eventually. I have places to be in about 5 hours.
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"I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past, I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
-Litany Against Fear (Dune)
Last edited by Aurelius710; Jun 19, 2022 at 05:42 AM.
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