My main goal is to SURVIVE. I have given up on thriving. But a "case manager" came to my house today....on a SUNDAY??? Said she could help me with "everything."

Everything?

I can't decide if I should get rid of my Bible. I can write a better one. Can she help me with that? Can she help me with this sharp object in a specific place that I want to take to a specific body part?

I was nice. I told her about my old job that I want to get back, but I don't think I can get back because I was high.

I don't think she's a case manager. I've thought it though and sometimes that's all it takes.

I guess I have to stay at my dad's. TO protect him. And fool them.