i just read something about a t telling their client 'i'll always have space for you'. I remember when you used to say that to me. but that changed for whatever reason in november of last year, didn't it. I still don't understand why or what I did wrong. There really were quite a few things that led to my decision to stop for good. I wonder if you even realized half of them because I didn't talk about them all. Eh but I'm not gonna let this drag me down, I'm doing well, handling everything life has been throwing at me lately, reminding myself to just see each thing as one thing at a time and do what needs to be done for each and eventually they will all be resolved. h's procedure is done, we got a new/used car so that's done, the fridge repair will take place this coming week and in the meantime we borrowed a small one to use, I resolved the work issue to my satisfaction, i have talked with my sister, one by one things are getting dealt with and I am breathing a little easier now.