Damnit!!! Why does NYT switch their sudoku over so early. It's 4pm on the west coast for god's sake! If I do it now, I won't have one to do tomorrow. I was saving today's for today because yesterday's was already today's by the time I checked it yesterday.

I am not having a good day and I wanted to do the damned puzzle. Being in the hospital has triggered a really awful bout of loneliness and an increased sense of futility.