@Yaowen I hear you. It sounds like you have had some form of closure.
I keep asking: why did I learn appreciation so late in life? I could have appreciated my grandmother and father more while they were alive.
One answer I get is to shower the next generation and the one after with appreciation. I am sad I only started waking up when dad was really sick but I did express what I could to him, not knowing for sure he could hear me.
I have to work not to judge myself. I did the best I could with all the things I was going through.
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