So I've been talking to my husband. He says he doesn't love me conditionally, He loves me when I'm up, down, and stable. He refuses to be a villain in my story and I vilify medication. When he's attributes the medication to extending his life. But dude doesn't take his meds daily. I'm trying to let it go. He said he'll give me my meds when I ask but that's it. Other then that we got along great today.