I so feel for your feelings about medication. I completely understand all of it...the "being muted," being thin and beautiful, dancing in the rain, flying too close to the sun.
But I suspect that I'm here, as long as I can be - thanks to meds - for a very good reason. I strongly believe that you are, too. I learn so much from you, and feel you very much my friend.
Your husband is a rare gem.
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