Thank you. I see you as a close friend too. I took my meds. I wish things were simpler. I need to just accept meds but for some reason I haven't. I'm going to have to.talk to t on how to accept meds and fix things. I think I ****ed our lives up for months. But we'll see. H said he's thick headed so calling out all his problems was hurtful but he looks at his issues as lazy, as a moral failing but my issues as actual illnesses. Maybe we're getting somewhere.