Ok, so… a few things

1. Ever since being on Depakote I’ve felt better. A lot better. I don’t know what it is, why it is. My new psychiatrist has me way better pegged than my previous NP.

2. Why does EVERY NP wanna shove antipsychotics down your throat? (IME) I don’t respond well to them usually and they make me more anxious than not. Still not understanding that.

3. I saw my old NP and she put in that I had major depression even though I clearly told her about my manic episode and that my therapist and pdoc both said that it was mania. Every time I’ve been on mono therapy with an antidepressant I notice no real improvement.

Make. It. Make. Sense.

Idk I’m just really irate about my old NP & how my life got so messed up over this & being treated for the wrong condition.