I'm so angry I need meds. I want to dump the meds and say **** it this is me deal with it but I told T I was going to take them so I have to wait till I can talk to her. I'm suppose to be cleaning. was suppose to spend the night at miguel's but H wants me here. I hate when people are in our home. We both want to move but I ****ed that one up. We'll see, I don't see up passing.