I wonder what it would be like off of Invega. Maybe I'd be agitated and stressed out. If I stopped the olanzepine, I might be able to feel the magic of being alive.. but also, I'd get psychedelic flashbacks/dissociation.

So I'll wait. You have your reasons - But you should wait too. You're doing so well rn =] Always make sure that the psychiatrist says it's okay - Cuz I've been down the long road of self medicating, changing meds myself. It didn't really help.

Only once I started to work with the treatment team, I got better. Not to say that my experimenting didn't help... It's just that I was lucky. Miracle I'm still alive.