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Listening to the BeeGees and skating! I swear, when my skates are on my feet I feel like I own my soul and spirit, like they've been returned to me.
I saw a t-shirt. I want it. It says, "I don't need therapy, I just need to go roller skating." The best, the best.
So my 3rd Caplyta dose was last night. I don't know what glitched, but I couldn't fall asleep for over an hour. I hope it works better tonight.
I awoke during the night and had flashing colorful zig-zags whether my eyes were opened or closed. That was kinda creepy, but it wasn't happening the next time I woke up.
My thinking is very slowed down and less noisy. In a way, it's a relief. In another way I can't hold thoughts well, can't remember my thoughts. My responses are slow, so driving is a bit risky because I can't respond as carefully as I like to.
I do not have dizziness, which is fantastic. Some sense of being off balance, but not too bad. I put my skates on and said the hell with it.
Something interesting - I've been experiencing mild nausea for many months. Don't know why; I assume it's the Gabapentin. But the Caplyta makes the queasiness go away. That is such a relief.
I do have some waves of feeling ridiculously hungry, but I'm really watching it. Been drinking La Croix and orange juice to make my stomach feel full.
So the jury is still out on Caplyta. I'll definitely hang with it until I have my PA appointment in 9 days.
I have an appointment with Dr. B. tomorrow, late afternoon. Then 2 more sessions before he leaves. Supposedly Mary will return to work (if she remembers where it is) on 7/7. We'll see. I sure have a sh*tload to dump on her. I will never be as nice and cooperative again as I always was with her - which is probably to my advantage.
~ Sweet love to each and all ~ warm hugs~**~**~***
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