Ok well I’m just going to be blunt since we have known each other for 107 years now

You have done this exact stuff over and over and over.

You hate meds, but you know you need meds but only X med or Y med. But no they take away my personality but if I don’t I get scared of life and won’t leave the bed. Maybe I can take z med but only if I really really need it but just as a prn. Does this sound or feel familiar ?

You and your husband have almost called it quits many many times a year.. you get annoyed and want a divorce he gets tired of trying to help you when you push him back back back. I think your husband has been a saint to be honest but it’s not his responsibility to make sure you should do what you need to do. Personal responsibility has to happen.

Your life is constant chaos more often than not. Aren’t you tired of it ?! So can you make changes to allow life to flow more easy ?

So honestly I think you really need to sit down with your T and figure out what’s best for you and you’re family.

I hope you don’t think I’m being rude but I’ve seen you struggle with all of this time and time again.

Hugs

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