Hello Ghostgirl31: I noticed this is your first post here on MSF. Welcome to the forums.
I hope you find the forums to be of benefit.
I'm sorry you are continuing to have such a difficult time. Based on what you wrote, here's a link to another MSF member's post that might be of interest to you, just in case you haven't already seen it:
If you are struggling with meds, get a Genesight test now!!
Best wishes...