My GI issues are a bit better today. I’m keeping a food diary now in a different app that time stamps entries, and I’m able to time stamp symptoms as well. I’m hoping to isolate which foods may or may not upset my stomach. Today I kind of ate bad even though I know it’s a mistake, I ate full fat tuna sandwich and full fat chips (a lot of them). Obviously I don’t feel very well but better than the last three days. I took a two hour nap as well.
My endoscopy is Monday and though I am anxious about the anesthesia (just one of my things) I’m happy to finally get it done.
I should be leaving program very soon which will be a change, but I’m also hoping to reinstate myself at the library and get back in to going to the gym. I was taking outdoor walks but now I’m too nervous to be far away from home and in digestive distress, plus most days it will be hot hot hot until it starts getting dark. I don’t walk outside by myself in the dark. At least at the gym I can stop immediately and leave if need be.
I’m not sure what my plans for next year are in terms of work but I have two months to figure it out so I’m not too concerned yet.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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