Dear T,
For the first time since I know you, I am mad at you. I understand illness and the need to reschedule etc but you could just have waited a couple hours before giving my space away to someone else.
I think I may appreciate a few months break from this trauma work. I though the effort of working on that with you in such a busy moment of my life was worth it but today I felt like a paycheck and am no longer sure I want to spend so much energy on this work with all those major changes in sight. I’ve been feeling totally unloved these days and today you made a mess. If this has to be the way, then I have no space for your treatment in my life now.
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Everything will be ok in the end. If it's not okay, it's not the end.
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