Mm, do you feel there's a self-destructiveness to not wanting to take meds and instead, to fly too close to the sun? And if you do feel the self-destructiveness do you feel it, at least in part, because you're angry about some things?
I'm asking because when I feel anger towards certain people (my t for example) I feel like doing self-destructive things (such as taking too many pills). I want to let that person know in a major way that they have caused me emotional pain.
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