Nostalgia brings it back.

I was romanticizing



to make sense out of life. This is a new weird place of reality from now on. I believe in my spiritual ideas 100%.

I knew the matrix was true a long time ago - But my life situation/feelings are matching with it. I'm not sure if I can explain. I'm just calm now.. I've been happier recently too which also means tendency to dwell, forced inevitable breaks.. With the awareness, it can go in any way.

And wherever life will take me, I'll go.

Edit: But stim crash depression is what it is