I have been struggling lately with my depression. my mood gets extremely low for long periods of time. I havent felt good in a while. I was maybe alright for a week and now im back at the bottom again. I really feel myself losing any sort of hope that was left. I feel helpless, like a lost cause. I feel like i will always be like this. Im tired of the up and down. I feel out of control. i feel like theres no medication out there that can help me. I feel extremely lonely. I feel like i have truly no one. i feel like people pretend to care but arent really there for you when you need it. i dont know what to do anymore. i just want to give up.