Heya L. Today for some reason I am missing you in a way that is approaching being uncomfortable. I think I know why, too. It's because it's almost my birthday, and because you used to text me a birthday wish, but there's no reason for you to do so this year since I'm not seeing you anymore. I think I'm already feeling a little sad that you likely won't this year. I mean, there's no reason anymore for you to think about me on that day, is there? Damn it. I suppose I will talk with you in my head about this tonight. Anyway I'm missing that sacred space of the therapy relationship today. Sigh.